5 reasons #WhyIRace
To make peace with my thighs
My legs have always been a bit of a ‘thing’ for me. To my eye, they’re disproportionately large, fat, wobbly and just.. they’re just a problem, okay? With OCR, they go from being a source of shame and self-consciousness, to strong, dependable means of getting me up, over and across obstacles. And I kinda dig that.
To get my arse out of bed
Having CFS does mess with my head a bit. I’m usually a productive, motivated person, and having something that limits me is really, really depressing. At least knowing I have an event coming up, I don’t want the money and effort to go to waste, so I get up and train. Some days I really just can’t, but I am buoyed by the fact that I’m trying as hard as I can.
To get fit
I would be lying if I said it didn’t make me feel EPIC to have conquered some of the courses that I have been on this year. It feels fantastic to log those miles and feel myself getting fitter, faster and stronger.
It makes me feel proud of myself
Some days it’s pretty difficult to feel positive about yourself, no matter how much you may have achieved. When the people around you are constantly encouraging you, and bigging you up (as the OCR community frequently do, even if you’re rubbish), a little bit does rub off and you begin to believe in yourself again. And that’s pretty nice.
To meet other people who get it
Honestly, I was of the opinion that I didn’t really need more friends, but after finding a whole new family in the form of my team, and other OCR nerds, I’ve realised that my life definitely needed enriching. Now my support system consists of my team, my friends, my co-racers and people I haven’t even met in real life yet – but we all share a common interest, and the dickhead:lovely person ratio is alarmingly low amongst OCR types. Now if that’s not motivation, I don’t know what is.
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